"Happy anniversary! October 26th, 2009, marks the official day that you can begin celebrating being a deviant for 1 year."

That's what dA said some time ago. Whoo. Time sure flies by. I have done absolutely nothing in one year. I'm such a lazy human being.

But let's move on.

I've had a weird dA-related problem lately: for some reason I'm not able to comment people's artwork at all. It's not about dA or anything, the commenting system itself works perfectly: I just can't make myself to push that "send" button and tell people what I think. Couple of times I have even written a long comment, but then I just didn't feel like sending it, so I erased the whole thing. I really don't know where this weird "noooo" feeling against commenting has came from. Even if I wanted only to say something _good_, it's just "noooo" echoing in my head.

And I haven't also posted any new art in months. I feel pretty bad 'cause of that, but what can I do? I really haven't drawn anything worth of watching, just random (and pretty ugly) poses and stuff. I really should start drawing something a little bit more interesting, but when I try to do that, I just fail. It's not just an angsty feeling, it's the truth. It really seems that I don't have any sense of anatomy and my creativity has left somewhere far away. I could draw a "missing, have you seen this?" poster about it, but I have no idea what creativity looks like.

I would need creativity to figure out what creativity looks like.

Yeah. Nice.

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